Posts by Amelia Ashton

my youngest who i haven't seen for 6 months came to collect the rest of her stuff from the flat today.. she was cold and indifferent towards me until the dog went for her because she no longer knows her and then she blamed me for everything that has happened.. having trouble keeping it together now..

Amelia Ashton

Thank you, thank you, thank you to everyone who posted, e-mailed and sent PMs.

I am feeling battered and bruised today but ready to carry on.

You guys prove over and over again what wonderful people you are and sometimes I feel like a total fraud coming here and that I don't deserve your support because I wasn't a born-in nor abused and I was the only person in my family that was ever involved with JWs and it was my choice to get involved.

I feel my girls are justified in hating me for denyng them a proper childhood with xmas and birthdays etc. Forcing them to meetings, field service and assemblies.

At least they have successful happy lives now and I didn't ruin their potential for finding fulfillment in their work and marriages. Even the youngest is at college studying so will hopefully succeed in life too.

They don't need me or want me and some days it is harder to accept than others, especially with all the other uncertainties going on in my life at the moment.

Thank you all once again for getting me through such a horrible day.

Lots of love

Amelia xxx

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I have 3 daughters who hate me and 2 grandchilden banned from seeing me. Having a sh*t day now.

by Amelia Ashton in

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my youngest who i haven't seen for 6 months came to collect the rest of her stuff from the flat today.. she was cold and indifferent towards me until the dog went for her because she no longer knows her and then she blamed me for everything that has happened.. having trouble keeping it together now..

Amelia Ashton

I was the only JW in my family. Can't blame the Watchtower I am afraid. This is all down to me

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I have 3 daughters who hate me and 2 grandchilden banned from seeing me. Having a sh*t day now.

by Amelia Ashton in

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friends

my youngest who i haven't seen for 6 months came to collect the rest of her stuff from the flat today.. she was cold and indifferent towards me until the dog went for her because she no longer knows her and then she blamed me for everything that has happened.. having trouble keeping it together now..

Amelia Ashton

My youngest who I haven't seen for 6 months came to collect the rest of her stuff from the flat today.

She was cold and indifferent towards me until the dog went for her because she no longer knows her and then she blamed me for everything that has happened.

Having trouble keeping it together now.

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When You Went Door to Door, Did You Ever Go to Any Famous Peoples Homes?

by LoisLane looking for Superman in

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i haven't really thought of this but maybe you have knocked on some "famous" door.. i think the only one i can come close?

to is one of "the irish rovers" singer - song groups, but after he moved.. what about you?.

just lois.

Amelia Ashton

Fred Dinenage a local news-reader had the mags every fortnight from me so only famous locally.

In Spain a TV cook was also a neighbour so he had them but not so regularly. I didn't want to lose his friendship.

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JW Humor

by Larry in

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jehovah's witness virus: deletes all but 144000 select files.

i'm a jehovah's bystander.

we's like the witnesses, only we don't wanna get involved.

Amelia Ashton

There are some things money can't buy, for everything else, there's Mastercard. Accepted everywhere, including atheist and agnostic conventions.

And now also at the local Jehovah's Witness Assembly Halls too!

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Newbie here; my intro post :)

by Sparlock the Wizard in

so, i finally decided to become a member and make my first post .

a bit about me:.

i've been lurking around the forum for quite some time (about 6 months i think).

Amelia Ashton

Hi Sparlock and welcome.

I would love to know how you first became aware of Sparlock. Was it from the internet or the society's official dvd.

Thank you

Amelia

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"Dates (Calendar)" from Publications Index 1986-2012 [HUGE TEXT LIST WARNING, 56K WARNING]

by Richard_I in

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323, alexander the great dies.

1, herod the great dies.

Amelia Ashton

http://wol.jw.org/en/wol/d/r1/lp-e/2000447#h=10:0-17:565

Questions from readers on blood is interesting too.

It is all a conscience matter now!

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"Dates (Calendar)" from Publications Index 1986-2012 [HUGE TEXT LIST WARNING, 56K WARNING]

by Richard_I in

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323, alexander the great dies.

1, herod the great dies.

Amelia Ashton

http://wol.jw.org/en/wol/d/r1/lp-e/1200271564

Is there a new frank openess about "false prophecies expectations" now?!